oh damn...

Hi, it is already wednesday. Oh Hello to mid-term exam. because of the Godamn people in uni, my whole CNY was ruined. I thought i could smile, temporary forget the stuff in uni and my stupid idiot people that i trust. But I couldnt stand with my fake smile anymore. I couldnt even look at myself, I feel myself is ugly enough, i just want to puke.. What is wrong? WHAT THE HELL is going wrong with me?

During this CNY, valentine's day...

I am sicked with those questions- " Where is your bf""why he didnt come" why he never helps" why you never intro" why you so secretive" why i didnt see your bf" which almost 90% of the people i meet will ask me about. What i need is not these kind of questions. I want you guys to ask about MYself. cause if you ask me about others , you know what...I am so helpless about them. I dont know why and because it was one day, i asked them dont need to come and i dont know how to answer people when they ask me about how is my relationship going on, I tell story like it is still the same from before until now. I just cant help to feel hurt inside. It is not good. Cause I suck. I AM SUCK in everything.

People out there especially to uni frens, listen, whatever you guys ask, i will give you guys NO. NO TIME . BUSY. CANT HELP. some similar and many more answers like that. I already made up my mind. that is too bad for some fren who always want to take advantage of me. I Got my limit and i will angry anytime i want, anytime I like. I wont be so kind and nice anymore. when i show you my true colour, JUST dont be surprised =) I AM TIRED WIHT YOU GUYS acting.