Hello ! hugss.. Enjoy your stay~

Welcome people.

My blog just an ordinary blog.

Whatever in it are already histories.

Please do not mind about what i have written but I hope you get some inspirations from some of my posts. =) take care.


Smile. Peace. Dream - There is not who i am underneath but what i do that defines me ! **

Smile- For a better tomorrow

Peace- Eternity peace in life

Dream- Dare to dream, Keep holding on!!!

Life seems to be cruel sometimes,

Fulled with thorns,

I am just a ordinary person that endure with life's unfairness, sorrowness but never give up in hoping for another better day..

Try to believe even it is still impossible to happen in reality...

Like to help people when they have problems even I seldom be helped by them....=.= I do gain helps by those i never thought of. Thank God.

I am always stick to my own way and never care about how people thought about me as long as I know what i do is right and never hurt anyone.

Try to take the good and throw the bad

Found out that being a human is easy,
but being a good human is hard...

Sometimes i will ask God why i am always the one who need to sacrifice to make thing goes right?

I know i am stupid but from some perspectives, it is a smart move still.

Anyway, I am proud to be who I am

Because


"*"~ That is not who i am underneath

but what i Prove that defines me!




Wednesday, 10 February 2010

I am going home soon

All my friends go home today. Left me behind alone. need to help them take attendance doing some dangerous stuffs. hope everything will be smooth for me tomorrow.

anyway, I am going home soon too. I thought I am happy, but i am not. I scare to face my parents... I scare they will be sad to see me become like this. I am sad to see myself like this too. I just cant help and I want to be strong too. I keep eating in these few days just to hope that i will look better. I never expect that I need to be like this. I wonder if i am really okay. I know I try to be strong, people dont know how much i go through. but when the nite falls, I am still the same, I just want to cry out loud. I want to talk but who can i talk to now other than myself.

gotta admit that this is part of the life, i gotta go through it myself.
be strong..
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