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Welcome people.

My blog just an ordinary blog.

Whatever in it are already histories.

Please do not mind about what i have written but I hope you get some inspirations from some of my posts. =) take care.


Smile. Peace. Dream - There is not who i am underneath but what i do that defines me ! **

Smile- For a better tomorrow

Peace- Eternity peace in life

Dream- Dare to dream, Keep holding on!!!

Life seems to be cruel sometimes,

Fulled with thorns,

I am just a ordinary person that endure with life's unfairness, sorrowness but never give up in hoping for another better day..

Try to believe even it is still impossible to happen in reality...

Like to help people when they have problems even I seldom be helped by them....=.= I do gain helps by those i never thought of. Thank God.

I am always stick to my own way and never care about how people thought about me as long as I know what i do is right and never hurt anyone.

Try to take the good and throw the bad

Found out that being a human is easy,
but being a good human is hard...

Sometimes i will ask God why i am always the one who need to sacrifice to make thing goes right?

I know i am stupid but from some perspectives, it is a smart move still.

Anyway, I am proud to be who I am

Because


"*"~ That is not who i am underneath

but what i Prove that defines me!




Thursday, 15 May 2008

I commit suicide everyday


I am cursing people everyday

why?

well simple...none of the people in this society that i can look up to or even tolerate with them,

I feel they are meaningless and so tiny!

I couldnt stand with their rude and dictator personalities while driving on road..

I couldnt just let myself relax even for 1 second...every moment there will be motorcycles riding fast pass through you and car which did not put signal and turning as if there are no cars coming on the opposite way..They do whatever they like..Rule doesnt work at all...enforcement do not have!

I wish i am superman so that i can escape and hide from them easily

I couldnt bear with this kind of selfish people anymore..

Badly, because of them , i am becoming hot temper and mentally depressed...

THose idiot PLs stay away from my way....


I commit suicide everyday....I dont wana die so fast...

but i think i will get crazy before i disappear.....Living in a darkest world....



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Decaying


I wana be fair to myself...

I dont wana deceive myself and keep believing something that is not going to happen...

I am tired and I dont wana lie to myself that i still can go for so much things

I know I have once again make myself into another hot water and really couldnt go out of it

I couldnt believe myself is going to die like this....

Ok...I accept the fact that i no longer can survive~


I am decaying ~

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