I am tired, seriously saying, my mental cant really think further anymore, my physical body is too weak, i often feel like i am going to faint, i can just sit in the hall and suddenly feel black out. It all happens unconsciously. Everyday I laughs and makes people laugh. It doesn't really make me feel good at all, alot of things are missing. Some people even recommend me to be a joker in the TV program. Nowadays,I realize that my body is weak, aching, my face is getting worst, my chest pain, here pain there pain. =.= I feel like i am going to die, I often feel sad as if i am one of the people who is staying in the hospital helplessly looking at the calender counting days... Am I coming to the end? If so, Please let me know cause I don't want to die here, let me know, let me have time to go back home. Let me take my time to die in a place i like. I beg your mercy. At least do me this favor.
I know it is good to feel alive again after you thought you are going to die.
I know it is very important to appreciate each breathing moments after all.
I know quite often we didnt realize to stay alive is a bliss.
I know alot of people do not have this chance.
I know alot of people who have this chance choose the other way round.
I know most of the time, we searching for releasable by saying this life is a burden.
I know Life is beautiful but it is complicated that we hardly make it
I know We dont need to understand, cause there are many outcomes, many outcomes.
I know I just gotta make sure that i am alive before those people who loves me go away.
After all gone, I will be gone too .
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