Hello ! hugss.. Enjoy your stay~

Welcome people.

My blog just an ordinary blog.

Whatever in it are already histories.

Please do not mind about what i have written but I hope you get some inspirations from some of my posts. =) take care.


Smile. Peace. Dream - There is not who i am underneath but what i do that defines me ! **

Smile- For a better tomorrow

Peace- Eternity peace in life

Dream- Dare to dream, Keep holding on!!!

Life seems to be cruel sometimes,

Fulled with thorns,

I am just a ordinary person that endure with life's unfairness, sorrowness but never give up in hoping for another better day..

Try to believe even it is still impossible to happen in reality...

Like to help people when they have problems even I seldom be helped by them....=.= I do gain helps by those i never thought of. Thank God.

I am always stick to my own way and never care about how people thought about me as long as I know what i do is right and never hurt anyone.

Try to take the good and throw the bad

Found out that being a human is easy,
but being a good human is hard...

Sometimes i will ask God why i am always the one who need to sacrifice to make thing goes right?

I know i am stupid but from some perspectives, it is a smart move still.

Anyway, I am proud to be who I am

Because


"*"~ That is not who i am underneath

but what i Prove that defines me!




Thursday, 7 February 2008

New Year~ ^^~



Chinese new year now~

I am So happy not only because of the angpaos but the holidays!!

Although it is new year, still I didnt feel very excited as before..

Mood is still swinging ~ couldnt stop thinking about something~


Parents always say that i am so kiddish~

Yea, I know that,just I dont want to change~

It is one of the ways that I get to enjoy life...

The only moment that I can be who I am...

The only moment that I no need to be so serious..

THe only moment that I no need to pretend....


I started arguing with someone because of some historical love story..

I am too good in observing..maybe yes maybe no...

I am too sensitive ...maybe yes and maybe no...

He didnt want to let me know ..

I assumed he is still very protecting that girl....

I know they are still friends even until now...

that i don't care...

I was actually testing him..

Just he didnt realize that..

If he really tell me what i ask for,

Still I won't try it anyway~

I get my hypothesis in the end...as well as the conclusion...


In the end~ we end up with nothing~ time faded away...everything lost....hahaz...



So stupid....for once again....


I am hurt...still i feel like want to laugh~

I am laughing actually~Or crying?

Apparently,I couldnt differenciate it...

I think I like him somehow....

I didnt dare to tell or even admit it as I scare i will be hurt...

How useless I am....

Love doesnt guarantee us a happy ending~

I want to step by step...

but somehow we are just keep stucking in the ori place...

never move at all....

I hope to buy him a valantines' present...

But now, I think it doesnt matter anymore...

I am tired....

ok...just forget about it....



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